Used but not in a good way
I do feel that I am making progress in my life in general. Family and friends are gradually learning about the changes I am making with regards to my marriage. I have sought some relationship…
Yesterday
i have rarely had such a difficult day to deal with. But it is over now, and i can look back on it. There is no guarantee that these kinds of stresses won’t happen again,…
On being the ‘other’ woman
This relationship is complicated by another person. He has another relationship, one of Master / slave. She in turn is in another relationship, D/s or M/s, it is quite hard to fathom out which since…
New day
Isn’t it odd that on one day we can feel so down and almost despondent and the next, pretty much on top of the world. Well maybe not on top, since today is a working…
Feelings
The happiness I have been feeling for the past few weeks will not last. The reality is that for both of us, what we have is a gap filler. For me, it hopefully helps me…
More of Fiona’s questions
For post 250 of my blog it is time i answered Fiona’s extra questions: She wanted to know what Graeme most likes about playing with me. Unfortunately i got the question slightly wrong when i…
Midweek thoughts
Don’t you just love blogger? Somehow this morning i wrote pretty much half a post and then suddenly it was gone – auto save apparently not working. So, no doubt this will turn out differently…
Wedding ring and more questions
Just before Christmas i realised i weighed more than i had ever weighed in my life before. Essentially i felt very miserable around that time, and when i am miserable i eat. I also shopped…
A big step
Last weekend, I took a big step and did something i didn’t think i would be able to. i took a man who is not my husband into my marital bed. What is more, i…
Questions
I have tori to thank for my first questions, so here goes: Do you fear how far you might go in your submission i.e. things perhaps you were sure you would never do, or do…