Lost
I think it might be true to say I have lost my way a little here. I am struggling to move on, to work out how to get through the mess that is my life…
200 not out
This is my 200th post on World of Joolz. It is amazing to think that when I started this blog I was essentially living something of a dream. Something new and amazing had happened in…
The future of ‘innocent pornography’
Some would say there is no such thing, they would say that any pornography is bad, somehow likely to not only cause offence but to cause harm. Some, like the Prime Minister of my own…
Reflections on the last week
Around 7 days ago almost to the hour, S and I were walking near where he lives. We walked across a beach that was really too rocky for the shoes I was wearing. We negotiated…
How did things go so wrong so quickly?
This time last week I was looking forward to an afternoon of fun with S. It was a lovely sunny day, he had a day off and I half a day. Traffic got in the…
Regrets?
Not at all. The past 15 months has opened up a whole new world and made me challenge the status quo of my life. How could I regret that? The past couple of days have…
It’s over
The relationship I have been having for the past 15 months with the man who I called Sir on this website and often outside of it is over. There have been no arguments, no crossed…
Looking forward
So yesterday ended in disappointment. But as they say tomorrow is another day. In fact so is today. My life, as Sir is always reminding me, is mainly positive these days. Redundancy has brought with…
The best laid plans
The opportunities for Sir and i to get together at the moment are limited. We are just busy people, with lives to live, work to do and family to please. On Sunday, faced with the…