Role play
i have always had something of a vivid imagination, so the fact that Sir does too and that He likes to play those fantasies out is a real turn on for me. On the first night…
Pain and pleasure
i have always known that there is a fine line between something that is pleasurable and something that is unpleasant, painful even. That sometimes you have to endure a little pain in order for the pleasure…
Worth the pain
This weekend was worth everything that has happened over the past few weeks and months. I mean that. The time since I came clean and told hubby has been far from plain sailing, but it…
This weekend
Will probably help to define the rest of my life. It has been 6 weeks or so since i last saw Sir. Since then, home life has involved hubby and i living in some kind…
Ups and Downs
i think that best describes how things are right now. Hubby and i have had a number of really good days, but any time i am lulled into the idea that this will be plain…
New Year and time to think ahead
The past month has been pretty difficult and has in many ways overshadowed the previous wonderful ones. Today though, as well as being the start of a new year is also the 9 month anniversary…
Time to myself
For the first time in about a week I have time to breathe, to relax and to do as I wish unwatched. Hubby has gone out with friends and won’t be back till morning. It…
A better day
After my brief, but miserable update last night, I am pleased to say I am feeling a whole lot better. While I still don’t have a job post April, I do have one now. What…
Bad to worse
There is no kinkiness in my life right now, just a life trying to pacify hubby and the need to sort out a job. I work for the Health Service in England and we are…
Struggling on
My access to the computer and particularly anything involving typing is restricted right now to times when I am alone. If my aim in all this had been to make hubby notice me, to make…