Intensity
At the end of my relationship with S we often barely spoke for weeks, let alone see each other. The level of intensity with this new man was welcome and invigorating. During the ‘getting to…
Healing
CW image shows a healing reconstructed breast. Today is day 19 post surgery and I’m pleased to say I’m healing well. I can now bath and shower (I can’t tell you what a relief that…
New Horizons
I definitely didn’t hang around. Nor did I shed a tear which demonstrated that it was time to move on. Two new horizons. From Feb 1 2014 “i joined alt.com quite a while ago, but…
Getting Dumped
Not once, but twice. As I’ve mentioned before in this series, and at other times, S was a man with a bucket list. He saw me as an opportunity to fulfil some of the items…
Found out
Carelessness found me out in November 2012 just 7 months into the affair with S. The irony is that I hadn’t been able to see much of S and had been chatting to a different…
Eroticism
“I want eroticism mixed with love, and deep love one does not experience often.” ― Anaïs Nin Reading back over those early posts it is clear I was looking for something that had been missing from…
Days out
The entire relationship with S lasted for 21 months. But since we lived over a hundred miles apart and with south of England travel that equated to a distance of 2-4 hours. Most of the…
Control
“Freedom is the only worthy goal in life. It is non by disregarding things beyond our control” Epictetus Back in 2012 and 2013 I wrote a lot about submission and my new found desire to…
In the light
This week’s Sinful Sunday prompt is Backlighting. Given that I’m not really in a state for taking photos right now I had a look through my older images to see what might be suitable. This…
Before
“I can see myself before myself— A being through dark scenery.” ― Dejan Stojanovic, Circling: 1978-1987 For a who’s who click here. It’s difficult to look back and see the me I was before April 2012. Indeed…