Not just a label
I have been troubled over the last few days by a comment on a forum which appeared on my Fetlife page this week. It was written by a ‘friend’ who in fact is someone I…
New focus
It is a couple of weeks since I decided to take a break and a little longer since I posted properly here. I am ready to return, but will be trying to focus on myself,…
A short break
I am going to take a short blogging break while I consider the purpose of writing here. For the past few weeks I have been a bit concerned that I have lost track of the…
Kinks and fetishes
Master has given me the task of blogging about my kinks and fetishes. I have written about all of them in this blog in the past, but this will give me the opportunity to go…
What the words we use mean to me
Yesterday during my slight melt down, I asked Master what I should blog about. I have been struggling with topics, particularly as some of the things that do bother me, I don’t feel comfortable with…
Needing control from a far
I am away for a few days on my own. I say on my own, but actually, although I am here on my own in the apartment, I am really with friends. Last night was…
Looking back, looking forward
On 24th January I wrote this: I think the first thing to say is that I really want (and need) is to be allowed to explore my submissive side. I want (and need) a dominant…
Saturday morning fun
Master introduced two new toys shortly after we woke on Saturday morning. The first was some kind of oddly shaped gadget, apparently called (according to the website he obviously bought it from) an intimate part…
Friday – Highs
This weekend has been a bit about highs and lows. But in this post, this girl thinks she should just concentrate on the highs. Maybe tomorrow, or later in the week, she will feel the…
Dealing with the relationships
When I started the relationship with Master, I knew about His slave. But since we were getting together predominantly to play, and maybe just go out together. We would provide company to each other, during…