Last word on this for now
I am not going to turn this blog into some kind of place where I moan about my husband (again). But this morning I am going to say a couple of things about last night.…
Pain and submission
So yesterday i talked about the request from New Dom that i refer to myself in the third person while submitting. For various reasons i struggled with this yesterday. My feeling is that i find…
This girl
New Dom would like me to refer to myself in the third person when i am in submissive role. He feels it will help me to explore my submission more and to hand more of…
Connection
I am feeling a greater sense of connecting right now. For a start there is being in touch with Him and that process of getting to know each other. There is the feeling that He…
Permission
It is a long time since i have needed to seek permission to orgasm outside of the bed room. Indeed for long periods of part 2 of the time with S i didn’t always ask…
Worship and possession
One of the big things i have learnt over the past couple of years is that submission is about undertaking some level of worship of my Dom, physically and on another level emotionally. If someone…
Feeling that i am on the right track
i don’t know how things will pan out with this new Dom or if we will play more than a few times. i don’t know if the special person will be him or another. What…
Caution to the wind
This will be another 2 post day. This submissive slut like person is about to get ready to go and meet up with the Dom i met yesterday. There was no original plan to meet…
Time to reflect
It’s been about 10 days since S told me that he was ready to move on. During that time I have spent quite a bit of time reflecting on our relationship together, but also about…
The end
This time for good. When S and I resumed our relationship last August, it was always likely to be a temporary thing. A friends with benefits kind of arrangement was what we agreed. During that…