Coping with new feelings
As i try to navigate my way through the endings i need to make happen, i am finding that i am experiencing feelings within myself that feel completely alien. My mood seems to swing from…
Then and now
It has only been 6 weeks since Graeme and i got together, but already i know that the submissive i was with S is a pole apart from the one i am right now. Even…
Acknowledging those difficult feelings
In many ways right now, i am struggling to cope with the feelings that i have allowed seem to emerge from me. For so long, i have been the strong person, the one who busies herself…
The importance of reflection
During the 90’s and early 00’s nursing was obsessed with the process of how nurses were able to refect on their practise. Models of reflection were developed by the great and the good, and put…
New day
Isn’t it odd that on one day we can feel so down and almost despondent and the next, pretty much on top of the world. Well maybe not on top, since today is a working…
A big step
Last weekend, I took a big step and did something i didn’t think i would be able to. i took a man who is not my husband into my marital bed. What is more, i…
orgasm control
i have willingly given up control of my orgasms. Able to choose for myself, given free rein and feeling a little horny. If i was in the right place at the right time, i would…
So, a month on
I have so much to write about, the posts and the experiences that have gone with it are mixed up in my head. Over the coming days I will separate them out and have a…
Sore feet
We must have walked miles. Well who knows if we really did, but around the streets of the City of London it seemed quite a long way. My boots which, suited my skirt and were…
Connection and worship
Last night I asked New Dom what I should call him here. We discussed Gadget Man, but I know he wasn’t keen on that in the first instance and any way he is way more…