A year on
As new year 2014 dawned I was, without knowing it in the final throws of my relationship with S. Having spent a few days together, one of them on a geocaching trip which left me…
Calm
An evening and a night with Master and my inner calm is restored. The stresses of the past few days have gone and all feels good with the world. Christmas is one of those times…
Life takes over
I started a post about last weekend’s kinky events. That was Monday, but so far there has been no time to finish it. This week has been another crazy one. A mixture of work and…
Time, what’s that?
Apparently today is the day of the great cookie extravaganza, it would be lovely to participate. But, firstly I am not a great cookie maker, and secondly, I have barely had time to think this…
Balance and control
I know things have been pretty quiet around here lately. Somehow, the combination of work, caring responsibilities and spending time with Master have meant that I have had less time to blog. Usually, the construction…
Hard to take
This has been a difficult week in many ways. It is difficult enough for you to manage work, a parent in hospital and ordinary life. Without having to consider some of the realities I do.…
Life is good, life is bad
That is just how it feels. On the one hand I feel free to be the person I know I am. In that freedom, I am able to enjoy being His slave, His bitch, His…
The unknown
As a family we are now at the point where we don’t know how long dad has left. He has been in bed for 9 days, firstly upstairs in the bed he shared with mum…
A girl’s ramblings
I don’t have anything specific to blog about today, so this is just going to be a mixture of the things going through my mind right now. What you might describe as a girl’s ramblings.…
Difficult conversations
Right now, my life if full of them. Last week I had to deal with hubby’s inability to move forward with what needs to happen to end our relationship. As I feel stronger and more…