End of a difficult week – what this girl has learnt
This girl’s emotions have been all over the place this week. It is still hard to imagine how it is that this girl can feel almost euphoric one moment and then anxious, afraid and tearful…
Communication in relationships – is D/s different?
Yesterday, after visiting my parents – my dad is feeling a little stronger now, even though he will need some radiotherapy on his back after all – I spent time with my sister in law.…
Feelings of guilt
I have been so self absorbed recently, seeking to find happiness and fulfilment. Then knowing how Sir’s departure would make me feel I went off to France and while I did fun things and house…
Interviewed
This is a first for me. It seems i have been interviewed for a position as potential sub/slave. A couple of weeks ago i received a lovely email on alt.com. This was a bit different…
One to forget?
For the first time in 30 years, hubby and I have been apart this Christmas. Indeed I have not seen him for 6 days. In that time, there have been a number of texts and…
Change ahead?
Hubby announced at the end of last week that he wouldn’t be spending Christmas with us. Instead he told me that he will be helping the homeless at a shelter in London. He told me…
Looking backwards….looking forwards
Its that time of year, a time to think about what has happened over the past 11 and a half months and wondering what is in store. Often I think I am here, treading water.…
New experiences
The world of Joolz moves on in a positive but maybe uninteresting way. I was with S a couple of weeks ago and things were good. I think he had been reading my blog, because…
Random stuff
I have been commuting into London for a couple of months now. Generally the whole thing is better than I imagined and the trains a more often on time than I would have thought (probably…
Looking forward
So yesterday ended in disappointment. But as they say tomorrow is another day. In fact so is today. My life, as Sir is always reminding me, is mainly positive these days. Redundancy has brought with…