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Getting Dumped

Not once, but twice. As I’ve mentioned before in this series, and at other times, S was a man with a bucket list. He saw me as an opportunity to fulfil some of the items… Getting Dumped

Found out

Carelessness found me out in November 2012 just 7 months into the affair with S. The irony is that I hadn’t been able to see much of S and had been chatting to a different… Found out

Eroticism

“I want eroticism mixed with love, and deep love one does not experience often.”  ― Anaïs Nin Reading back over those early posts it is clear I was looking for something that had been missing from… Eroticism

Days out

The entire relationship with S lasted for 21 months. But since we lived over a hundred miles apart and with south of England travel that equated to a distance of 2-4 hours. Most of the… Days out

Control

“Freedom is the only worthy goal in life. It is non by disregarding things beyond our control” Epictetus Back in 2012 and 2013 I wrote a lot about submission and my new found desire to… Control

Release

The photo for this week’s wicked Wednesday feels very poignant and so I am using it here. After 6 years of writing my blog, of sometimes living a lie but mostly waiting I will soon… Release

WTF?

This afternoon I sat in a room with the person who was my manager in 2012, we had a great chat about our working lives then and now. We both agreed that we worked in… WTF?

Yesterday

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i have rarely had such a difficult day to deal with. But it is over now, and i can look back on it. There is no guarantee that these kinds of stresses won’t happen again,… Yesterday