Getting Dumped
Not once, but twice. As I’ve mentioned before in this series, and at other times, S was a man with a bucket list. He saw me as an opportunity to fulfil some of the items…
Found out
Carelessness found me out in November 2012 just 7 months into the affair with S. The irony is that I hadn’t been able to see much of S and had been chatting to a different…
Eroticism
“I want eroticism mixed with love, and deep love one does not experience often.” ― Anaïs Nin Reading back over those early posts it is clear I was looking for something that had been missing from…
Days out
The entire relationship with S lasted for 21 months. But since we lived over a hundred miles apart and with south of England travel that equated to a distance of 2-4 hours. Most of the…
Control
“Freedom is the only worthy goal in life. It is non by disregarding things beyond our control” Epictetus Back in 2012 and 2013 I wrote a lot about submission and my new found desire to…
Blogging A-Z Challenge 2021: Past Love
“It will always be a mystery to me how we can’t forget the love that forgot us” – J.M Storm For quite a time I refrained from writing about my relationship with Steve. After all…
Release
The photo for this week’s wicked Wednesday feels very poignant and so I am using it here. After 6 years of writing my blog, of sometimes living a lie but mostly waiting I will soon…
WTF?
This afternoon I sat in a room with the person who was my manager in 2012, we had a great chat about our working lives then and now. We both agreed that we worked in…
30 Days of Kink, Day 5: What was your first kinky sexual experience?
You have to remember that I was a mature woman who needed to explore a new side of herself. At the same time though, the way I let this experience play out was scary, both…
Yesterday
i have rarely had such a difficult day to deal with. But it is over now, and i can look back on it. There is no guarantee that these kinds of stresses won’t happen again,…