The end
This time for good. When S and I resumed our relationship last August, it was always likely to be a temporary thing. A friends with benefits kind of arrangement was what we agreed. During that…
One to remember
After a Christmas, that in many ways I would like to forget, New Year was something different. Entirely different. My New Year was spent with the lovely S, and he was pretty keen to make…
Change ahead?
Hubby announced at the end of last week that he wouldn’t be spending Christmas with us. Instead he told me that he will be helping the homeless at a shelter in London. He told me…
Can’t turn the clock back
A post by Vesta at Vesta’s submission has had me thinking all day as I have gone about my pre-Christmas preparations (decorating the tree and shopping for presents) today. I am struggling with getting into…
Looking backwards….looking forwards
Its that time of year, a time to think about what has happened over the past 11 and a half months and wondering what is in store. Often I think I am here, treading water.…
New experiences
The world of Joolz moves on in a positive but maybe uninteresting way. I was with S a couple of weeks ago and things were good. I think he had been reading my blog, because…
Life feels good
I haven’t posted here for a few weeks. For once, it isn’t because I don’t want to write something, or because there has been nothing to say. It is just because I have been busy;…
An evening together
The place he was staying, courtesy of work, was about an hour away. Certainly I was there an hour after getting into my car to get to him. I think that if we lived an…
Truth and lies
I am not by nature someone who tells lies, though as a not very popular child at school I told some quite big ones to try to get people to like me, but that is…
What I am looking forward to
I am seeing S tomorrow night. Unusually for us, fate has offered the opportunity for a night together just a week after the last one. He is on a course and needs to stay in…