Yesterday
i have rarely had such a difficult day to deal with. But it is over now, and i can look back on it. There is no guarantee that these kinds of stresses won’t happen again,…
On being the ‘other’ woman
This relationship is complicated by another person. He has another relationship, one of Master / slave. She in turn is in another relationship, D/s or M/s, it is quite hard to fathom out which since…
This girl’s submission
It would be true to say that until the past week this girl’s experience of submission and how it can affect a person has been limited. This statement is made with a little more knowledge…
Sir and girl
It is interesting how over time you can get used to new ideas so that they start to become second nature. How you can start to view yourself and others in a slightly different way,…
Coping with new feelings
As i try to navigate my way through the endings i need to make happen, i am finding that i am experiencing feelings within myself that feel completely alien. My mood seems to swing from…
Then and now
It has only been 6 weeks since Graeme and i got together, but already i know that the submissive i was with S is a pole apart from the one i am right now. Even…
Acknowledging those difficult feelings
In many ways right now, i am struggling to cope with the feelings that i have allowed seem to emerge from me. For so long, i have been the strong person, the one who busies herself…
Cock worship
It would be true to say that if someone had asked me two years ago if i was someone who found worshipping a man’s cock an attractive prospect, i would have laughed in their face.…
The importance of reflection
During the 90’s and early 00’s nursing was obsessed with the process of how nurses were able to refect on their practise. Models of reflection were developed by the great and the good, and put…
New day
Isn’t it odd that on one day we can feel so down and almost despondent and the next, pretty much on top of the world. Well maybe not on top, since today is a working…